the guy with the donkey

To let you in on a little secret, this week is my favorite week. It's the treck that Jesus took from Jericho to Jerusalem. i love it because it is no ordinary week. For on this week hinged the door of eternity. Yours & mine. The week leads us straight to the garden on Thursday, the Cross on Friday... and the Resurrection of Sunday, for He is Risen Indeed!

... Start the treck with Jesus, open your Bibles to Matthew 21, read about the triumphal entry & the guy with the donkey. Sunday is the symbolic day were celebrate when Jesus entered Jerusalem with all the people waving palms. Jesus claimed to be King. He is speaking as one in authority. He is stating that as King He has rights to any possessions of His subjects ... but what if He didn't start the journey and ask... and what if for loads of years i totally turned a deaf ear to humbleness... and acknowleding that my gifts are His gifts, and that all things that are credited to me are because Jesus counted me as righteous? Where the heck would i be? Who would i be without the LOVE of Jesus poured out on to me? Thank you Lord that your thougths are high above & that you know the plans you have for me. Thank you for your triumphal entry into my heart.

healing is in Your hands

no mountain, no valley

no gain or loss we know

could keeep us from Your Love

no sickness, no secrect

no chain is strong enough to keep us from Your Love

how high, how wide, no matter where i am

healing is in how Your hands

how deep, how strong, now by Your grace i stand healing is in Your hands

our present, our future, our past is in Your hands

we're covered by your blood

in all things, we know that, we are more than conquerors.

you keep by Your Love                                                                                                                        

sang by jen, meg and tjay

for tony edge's celebration service

forever in our hearts.

the big picture, i cannot see.

it was last september the Lord [King of Kings, My Provider, The Giver of Life, My Beloved] told me to "Stop holding on to your perfect life, perfect job, perfect house, perfect schedule"...

and since then i have almost quit/got fired from my job. i've backed off my second job, my fun job. i've moved out of my house. i've put all of my belonging in a 5 x10 storage building. i've given away all of my furniture. i've sent my sweet pup to So Flo. i've settled into a 9-5 schedule... and the whole time i continue to wonder "I wonder what the big picture is?"

and i sit and still wonder... but for some odd reason i believe that My Beloved has the bigger plan in His sight... and He is calling me to rest in Him.

and so i rest. and wait. and wonder. and trust.